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Mollie missed sleeping in the soft dark womb of mental illness. Hey, I hear you say, you're not supposed to say that! But she missed being crazy, she missed the easiness of writing then. When Mollie was crazy she never felt as alone as she did after going back to work. Now she felt like a black pinprick standing on an orange wasteland that went on forever. She felt like a rotten eucalyptus. She felt like she was a dog standing on a street corner and nobody knew she was rabid.
Mollie could honestly say that she did not love herself; she was no hot-stomping jitter-bugging glitterbug dancing under a hot cocaine moon. Instead, she was the famous disappearing woman! She vanished behind sadness and famine. Mollie looked in the mirror and saw a woman that ate her own baby. She catalogued her clothes and counted the steps that it took to walk to her office. She liked to make her skin angry.
In her dreams she liked to climb up the same hill every night. As she climbed, Mollie was aware that there were bones in the grass, vertebrae crackling underfoot. At the peak of the hill there was always a ladybird cowering on the underside of an old leaf, no bigger than the bud of a charred matchstick. Mollie, cooing, would take the ladybird and gently crush it between her finger and thumb. The insect's blood tasted like spaghetti sauce.
Mollie could honestly say that she did not love herself; she was no hot-stomping jitter-bugging glitterbug dancing under a hot cocaine moon. Instead, she was the famous disappearing woman! She vanished behind sadness and famine. Mollie looked in the mirror and saw a woman that ate her own baby. She catalogued her clothes and counted the steps that it took to walk to her office. She liked to make her skin angry.
In her dreams she liked to climb up the same hill every night. As she climbed, Mollie was aware that there were bones in the grass, vertebrae crackling underfoot. At the peak of the hill there was always a ladybird cowering on the underside of an old leaf, no bigger than the bud of a charred matchstick. Mollie, cooing, would take the ladybird and gently crush it between her finger and thumb. The insect's blood tasted like spaghetti sauce.
Literature
for all intensive purposes
i am accused of being
a category five--
but i will not excuse the way my skin aches.
i want storms.
i remember the way Katrina screamed &
if you press your ear to my chest you will hear the same.
the moan turning into a pitch, the pitch
screaming until the throat is too raw to be
more than a whimper.
the way it stops
and pauses,
silently racked until it bursts forth once more.
i will not apologize for being demolition.
scars exist on every woman
too powerful to contain herself.
Literature
tell a lie
i. rivers are stronger than oceans despite their size
they tumble through sharp mountains
but they never, ever stop
ii. i can rush and pick up sediments
and disperse them where i wish
iii. i'm lying -
i knew you saw it anyway,
there's seaweed in my fingernails
and salt on my breath
Literature
I Mean to Get You Alone
You have sharp
pulse-elevating teeth
the stuff I imagine heart attacks
are made of
I'm bent on selling you a handful of smiles
specifically crafted
to distract you from the fact that
I have almost nothing to say
and now you're steering this conversation
in a direction that suggests you've
forgotten that I
don't watch movies or do much of
anything but work which maybe
explains why one glass of wine gets me
wrapped around you
car to streetlight
crash style
mangled limbs
breeding curious onlookers and my insurance has
expired
you're leaning in and all I can think is
I don't have insurance
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