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Your mother wants to know
if you've had anything for breakfast
and the way she talks splits through you
like an axe in a melon, nervous
like she's talking to a man with blood
that stains his teeth. And the kettle sings,
too loud, that ugly old whee-oh-whee
that makes you feel like a poet or a
native, nervous wreck, a girl dragging
her toes and drawling
as she snaps a cat's

neck. She asks you again, more
impatient this time because you are
the kind of person that is hard
to put up with, the kind of person
that never begins to listen, and there is
a beating heart sewn into the back of
your head where your hair meets
like a cleaved moon in the middle.
The stitches hurt and the room is
frightening and sad as you pick
yourself free with your nails,

wishing the pulse would give out.
this is really really bad

i was trying to think of a way to describe chronic, clinical depression to someone who hadn't experienced it today and i've come to the conclusion that it's the same feeling you get the day after doing a shitload of pills, except all the time.
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forestmeetwildfire's avatar
this is not bad at all, i actually like it very much. those images of the melon and the kettle and the man with blood-stained teeth are so descriptive in their simplicity. :clap: